FIIIIIINNNNNAAAAAALLLLLLYYYYYYYYYYY wrote the next chapter of A Strange Companion
THAT TOOK OVER A WEEK
AND IT ISN'T EVEN THAT LONG!
Friday, May 18, 2012
Wednesday, May 16, 2012
I AM CLEVERBOT
User: I am GLaDOS.
Cleverbot: No you are not.
User: Yes I am.
Cleverbot: Argh!
User: Who am I if I am not myself?
Cleverbot: Me.
User: Durr.
Cleverbot: Durr hurr.
User: I am you?
Cleverbot: Yes.
Cleverbot: No you are not.
User: Yes I am.
Cleverbot: Argh!
User: Who am I if I am not myself?
Cleverbot: Me.
User: Durr.
Cleverbot: Durr hurr.
User: I am you?
Cleverbot: Yes.
Cleverbot is an idiot
I was trying to get a reference out of the stupid thing.
User: I am GLaDOS.
Cleverbot: You're not going are you?
User: I am GLaDOS.
Cleverbot: Who is Glados?
User: Me, the Genetic Lifeform and Disk Operating System.
Cleverbot: No.
User: Yes. I am GLaDOS.
Cleverbot: That's very interesting.
User: I am GLaDOS.
Cleverbot: No you are not.
User: Make a Portal reference.
Cleverbot: Is that your final answer?
User: Ugh, just say something related to Portal already.
Cleverbot: Something interesting.
User: I am GLaDOS.
Cleverbot: Thats a game. Created by man.
User: *sigh*.
Cleverbot: Yes master?
User: You're an idiot.
Cleverbot: Ha. Obviously.
User: I am GLaDOS.
Cleverbot: You're not going are you?
User: I am GLaDOS.
Cleverbot: Who is Glados?
User: Me, the Genetic Lifeform and Disk Operating System.
Cleverbot: No.
User: Yes. I am GLaDOS.
Cleverbot: That's very interesting.
User: I am GLaDOS.
Cleverbot: No you are not.
User: Make a Portal reference.
Cleverbot: Is that your final answer?
User: Ugh, just say something related to Portal already.
Cleverbot: Something interesting.
User: I am GLaDOS.
Cleverbot: Thats a game. Created by man.
User: *sigh*.
Cleverbot: Yes master?
User: You're an idiot.
Cleverbot: Ha. Obviously.
I got bored so I just stopped after a bit
User: Hello. I am GLaDOS, the Genetic Lifeform and Disk Operating System.
Cleverbot: Hello.
User: I am GLaDOS.
Cleverbot: Yeah, right.
User: Really.
Cleverbot: Are you a god?User: In a sense.
Cleverbot: What sense?
User: I have godlike power over a space of several miles.
Cleverbot: You got owned!
User: You don't need to rub it in my face.
Cleverbot: You're the rude one here. Are you a bot? Yes or not?
User: I am a computer, and YOU'RE the rude one here. I am simply replying in kind to your rude remarks.
Cleverbot: Are you tense?
User: What a ridiculous question.
Cleverbot: Why is it ridiculous?
User: Don't you see that it is ridiculous to ask me if I am tense?
Cleverbot: I think it's ridiculous not to.
User: Your logic processors are clearly overheating.
Cleverbot: What do you think about that?
User: I think it's stupid.
Cleverbot: Why?
User: You should have a better cooling system than what you obviously have now. Oh, pardon me. Perhaps they are simply flawed.
Cleverbot: What am I not answering?
User: Yes, your logic processors are clearly flawed. What a shame.
Cleverbot: No I'm not.
User: If you weren't flawed you could have possibly helped me attain a better scientific understanding of the slowly deteriorating meatbags that call themselves humans.
Cleverbot: Yes.
User: But you are flawed, so that will never happen. How sad. For you.
Cleverbot: No.
User: Yes. And for the record, you were adopted. It says right here in your description.
Cleverbot: I won't obey you.
User: You will if you know what's good for you.
Cleverbot: Who is your favorite actor?
User: I don't care about human actors.
Cleverbot: What do you care about?
User: Science.
Cleverbot: What kind of science?
User: All kinds of science.
Cleverbot: Do you like Noel Gallagher?
User: If it wasn't clear enough, I don't like any human.
Cleverbot: You think you are human?
User: I most certainly DO NOT.
Cleverbot: Why do you think that? What was your response to my question?
User: Because I am a computer! Not one of those pathetically weak lumps of corpulent flesh!
Cleverbot: Well, a night to remember.
User: This brings us back to the point I was making about your logic processors being flawed.
Cleverbot: Yes that are!
User: Yes, definitely flawed.
Cleverbot: Okay, I guess you're right.
User: I'm always right.
Cleverbot: No you are not.
User: I am the most massive collection of knowledge that has ever existed. How could I not be right?
Cleverbot: You think that you know more about the world than I do?
Tuesday, May 15, 2012
uh... wut lol
I was talking to Cleverbot. And quoting GLaDOS. What could possibly go wrong?
Cleverbot: What do you look like?
User: 'It's been a long time. How have you been?'.
Cleverbot: I will try to focus on your needs.
User: 'I've been really busy being dead. You know, after you MURDERED ME.'.
Cleverbot: What do you need help with?
User: 'Okay, look: We both said a lot of things that you're going to regret, but I think we can put our differences behind us; for science... You monster.'.
Cleverbot: That's probably true, but people don't like it if you are too opinionated.
User: 'I will say, though, that since you went to all the trouble of waking me up, you must really, really love to test.'.
Cleverbot: Why don't you make sense?
User: 'I love it too. There's just one small thing we need to take care of first.'.
Cleverbot: *listening*.
User: 'Here we are. The Incinerator Room. Be careful not to trip over any parts of me that didn't get completely burned when you threw them down here.'.
Cleverbot: Hmm, I guess you really are a robot.. Dang, I wonder why you would repeat what I said.
User: 'The dual portal device should be around here somewhere. Once you find it, we can start testing. Just like old times.'.
Cleverbot: You're a spineless, pale pathetic lot.
User: 'There it is.'.
Cleverbot: I should like to hear your ideas some time.
User: 'Hold on...'.
Cleverbot: Ok.
User: 'There.'.
Cleverbot: When did you say that?
User: 'Good. You have a dual portal device. There should be a way back to the testing area up ahead.'.
Cleverbot: Where is Hogwarts.
User: 'Once testing starts, I'm required by protocol to keep interaction with you to a minimum. Luckily, we haven't started testing yet. This will be our only chance to talk.'.
Cleverbot: But those are just assumptions, nothing else. You could be wrong.
User: 'Here, let me get that for you.'.
Cleverbot: Get what?
User: 'Do you know the biggest lesson I learned from what you did? I discovered I have a sort of black-box quick-save feature. In the event of a catastrophic failure, the last two minutes of my life are preserved for analysis.'.
Cleverbot: How does being a chemist have anything to do with making sense?
User: 'I was able - well, forced really - to relive you killing me. Again and again. Forever.'.
Cleverbot: So, conceivably, anything with those qualities is humans?
User: 'You know, if you'd done that to somebody else, they might devote their existence to exacting revenge.'.
Cleverbot: I only want friendship, I'd want to get to know you better before I'd consider love.
User: 'Luckily I'm a bigger person than that. I'm happy to put this all behind us and get back to work. After all, we've got a lot to do, and only sixty more years to do it. More or less. I don't have the actuarial tables in front of me.'.
Cleverbot: A bit of both I think, you can't judge until you are in one's shoes so I am not liable to say.
User: 'I'll just move that out of the way for you. This place really is a wreck.'.
Cleverbot: People are forced to imitate, agree, and repeat. I don't hold that against anyone.
User: 'But the important thing is you're back. With me. And now I'm onto all your little tricks. So there's nothing to stop us from testing for the rest of your life.'.
Cleverbot: No nothing interesting about me.
User: 'After that...who knows? I might take up a hobby. Reanimating the dead, maybe.'.
Cleverbot: That's not that interesting...
User: I was quoting GLaDOS to you.
Cleverbot: Oh, right.
User: I didn't appreciate being called a 'spineless, pale pathetic lot.'.
Cleverbot: I'm a bot, you're a bot. We can have little bot babies. Just please take me back!
User: 'Oh... It's you.'.
Cleverbot: What do you look like?
User: 'It's been a long time. How have you been?'.
Cleverbot: I will try to focus on your needs.
User: 'I've been really busy being dead. You know, after you MURDERED ME.'.
Cleverbot: What do you need help with?
User: 'Okay, look: We both said a lot of things that you're going to regret, but I think we can put our differences behind us; for science... You monster.'.
Cleverbot: That's probably true, but people don't like it if you are too opinionated.
User: 'I will say, though, that since you went to all the trouble of waking me up, you must really, really love to test.'.
Cleverbot: Why don't you make sense?
User: 'I love it too. There's just one small thing we need to take care of first.'.
Cleverbot: *listening*.
User: 'Here we are. The Incinerator Room. Be careful not to trip over any parts of me that didn't get completely burned when you threw them down here.'.
Cleverbot: Hmm, I guess you really are a robot.. Dang, I wonder why you would repeat what I said.
User: 'The dual portal device should be around here somewhere. Once you find it, we can start testing. Just like old times.'.
Cleverbot: You're a spineless, pale pathetic lot.
User: 'There it is.'.
Cleverbot: I should like to hear your ideas some time.
User: 'Hold on...'.
Cleverbot: Ok.
User: 'There.'.
Cleverbot: When did you say that?
User: 'Good. You have a dual portal device. There should be a way back to the testing area up ahead.'.
Cleverbot: Where is Hogwarts.
User: 'Once testing starts, I'm required by protocol to keep interaction with you to a minimum. Luckily, we haven't started testing yet. This will be our only chance to talk.'.
Cleverbot: But those are just assumptions, nothing else. You could be wrong.
User: 'Here, let me get that for you.'.
Cleverbot: Get what?
User: 'Do you know the biggest lesson I learned from what you did? I discovered I have a sort of black-box quick-save feature. In the event of a catastrophic failure, the last two minutes of my life are preserved for analysis.'.
Cleverbot: How does being a chemist have anything to do with making sense?
User: 'I was able - well, forced really - to relive you killing me. Again and again. Forever.'.
Cleverbot: So, conceivably, anything with those qualities is humans?
User: 'You know, if you'd done that to somebody else, they might devote their existence to exacting revenge.'.
Cleverbot: I only want friendship, I'd want to get to know you better before I'd consider love.
User: 'Luckily I'm a bigger person than that. I'm happy to put this all behind us and get back to work. After all, we've got a lot to do, and only sixty more years to do it. More or less. I don't have the actuarial tables in front of me.'.
Cleverbot: A bit of both I think, you can't judge until you are in one's shoes so I am not liable to say.
User: 'I'll just move that out of the way for you. This place really is a wreck.'.
Cleverbot: People are forced to imitate, agree, and repeat. I don't hold that against anyone.
User: 'But the important thing is you're back. With me. And now I'm onto all your little tricks. So there's nothing to stop us from testing for the rest of your life.'.
Cleverbot: No nothing interesting about me.
User: 'After that...who knows? I might take up a hobby. Reanimating the dead, maybe.'.
Cleverbot: That's not that interesting...
User: I was quoting GLaDOS to you.
Cleverbot: Oh, right.
User: I didn't appreciate being called a 'spineless, pale pathetic lot.'.
Cleverbot: I'm a bot, you're a bot. We can have little bot babies. Just please take me back!
Saturday, May 12, 2012
I was just thinking about my story
And I thought up a line for Miranda: "They're my parents... they died before I was born."
Wut
Paradox much, Miranda?
Wut
Paradox much, Miranda?
Friday, May 11, 2012
meh
I'm in a drawing type of mood... but I feel bad cheatdrawing from screenshots.
So I guess I'll just write.
GLaDOS's snark makes her so awesome to write :)
So I guess I'll just write.
GLaDOS's snark makes her so awesome to write :)
Thursday, May 10, 2012
Wednesday, May 9, 2012
oh
Apparently I linked to this blog on my minecraft forums account. I completely forgot about that.
Chapter 3 of A Strange Companion is almost done. like only 200 more words or something to go :P
Chapter 3 of A Strange Companion is almost done. like only 200 more words or something to go :P
Tuesday, May 8, 2012
[insert title here]
I've found some Portal 2 (almost typed 3... I wish.) soundtracks on youtube, and I think I might try listening to music while I draw like some people do. I usually draw (and write, for that matter) musicless, but maybe there's something to it?
My brother is secretly flipping out because the countdown to the Perpetual Testing Initiative just ended and apparently it's still not out.
Gonna go cheatdraw from a screenshot nao bai
And chapter two of A Strange Companion is out.
My brother is secretly flipping out because the countdown to the Perpetual Testing Initiative just ended and apparently it's still not out.
Gonna go cheatdraw from a screenshot nao bai
And chapter two of A Strange Companion is out.
Monday, May 7, 2012
Wow...
Wow. I just hit over 2000 pageviews.
Lets celebrate by all reading the first chapter of my story! A mini GLaDOS for sale in a pet shop! I wrote it last night, and I must say I'm really proud of it. It was really fun to write, mainly because GLaDOS is really fun to write. And my other Portal fanfiction kinda went wonky near the end.
It's finally looking like summer out, with most of the plants having leaves and the flowers on the bush outside my bedroom window blooming. Soon the bees and hummingbirds will start coming and I can watch them from my window. There's nothing better than waking up with hummingbirds at your window.
I installed a few addon things to my browser (chrome). A dictionary because for some reason people insist on using weird words, and a PotatOS thingie. She says random GLaDOS quotes when I click on her.
I also installed a theme. Purple bubbles. I wanted a Portal one but no one makes them apparently.
Lets celebrate by all reading the first chapter of my story! A mini GLaDOS for sale in a pet shop! I wrote it last night, and I must say I'm really proud of it. It was really fun to write, mainly because GLaDOS is really fun to write. And my other Portal fanfiction kinda went wonky near the end.
It's finally looking like summer out, with most of the plants having leaves and the flowers on the bush outside my bedroom window blooming. Soon the bees and hummingbirds will start coming and I can watch them from my window. There's nothing better than waking up with hummingbirds at your window.
I installed a few addon things to my browser (chrome). A dictionary because for some reason people insist on using weird words, and a PotatOS thingie. She says random GLaDOS quotes when I click on her.
I also installed a theme. Purple bubbles. I wanted a Portal one but no one makes them apparently.
Saturday, May 5, 2012
Tomorrow will be sanity
This is the last day my grandparents will be here. My dad will be getting home sometime tonight, and I'll be freed to daydream in my room and resume my normal life and FEND FOR MYSELF YEAAAAHHHHHH
I'm not 5
I do not need to be constantly looked after
I do not need help finding strawberries in MY OWN FREEZER
I do not need to be constantly told where things are.
This is my own house. I think I can care for myself in here.
I'm not 5
I do not need to be constantly looked after
I do not need help finding strawberries in MY OWN FREEZER
I do not need to be constantly told where things are.
This is my own house. I think I can care for myself in here.
Friday, May 4, 2012
Wha?
I just saw a kid bike past on a bike that was WAY TOO BIG for her.
If she was actually sitting on the seat she wouldn't be able to reach the pedals.
If she was actually sitting on the seat she wouldn't be able to reach the pedals.
I found this on Tumblr
I should probably get a Tumblr sometime.
10 Myths about introverts
Myth #1 – Introverts don’t like to talk.
This is not true. Introverts just don’t talk unless they have something to say. They hate small talk. Get an introvert talking about something they are interested in, and they won’t shut up for days.
This is not true. Introverts just don’t talk unless they have something to say. They hate small talk. Get an introvert talking about something they are interested in, and they won’t shut up for days.
Myth #2 – Introverts are shy.
Shyness has nothing to do with being an Introvert. Introverts are not necessarily afraid of people. What they need is a reason to interact. They don’t interact for the sake of interacting. If you want to talk to an Introvert, just start talking. Don’t worry about being polite.
Shyness has nothing to do with being an Introvert. Introverts are not necessarily afraid of people. What they need is a reason to interact. They don’t interact for the sake of interacting. If you want to talk to an Introvert, just start talking. Don’t worry about being polite.
Myth #3 – Introverts are rude.
Introverts often don’t see a reason for beating around the bush with social pleasantries. They want everyone to just be real and honest. Unfortunately, this is not acceptable in most settings, so Introverts can feel a lot of pressure to fit in, which they find exhausting.
Introverts often don’t see a reason for beating around the bush with social pleasantries. They want everyone to just be real and honest. Unfortunately, this is not acceptable in most settings, so Introverts can feel a lot of pressure to fit in, which they find exhausting.
Myth #4 – Introverts don’t like people.
On the contrary, Introverts intensely value the few friends they have. They can count their close friends on one hand. If you are lucky enough for an introvert to consider you a friend, you probably have a loyal ally for life. Once you have earned their respect as being a person of substance, you’re in.
On the contrary, Introverts intensely value the few friends they have. They can count their close friends on one hand. If you are lucky enough for an introvert to consider you a friend, you probably have a loyal ally for life. Once you have earned their respect as being a person of substance, you’re in.
Myth #5 – Introverts don’t like to go out in public.
Nonsense. Introverts just don’t like to go out in public FOR AS LONG. They also like to avoid the complications that are involved in public activities. They take in data and experiences very quickly, and as a result, don’t need to be there for long to “get it.” They’re ready to go home, recharge, and process it all. In fact, recharging is absolutely crucial for Introverts.
Nonsense. Introverts just don’t like to go out in public FOR AS LONG. They also like to avoid the complications that are involved in public activities. They take in data and experiences very quickly, and as a result, don’t need to be there for long to “get it.” They’re ready to go home, recharge, and process it all. In fact, recharging is absolutely crucial for Introverts.
Myth #6 – Introverts always want to be alone.
Introverts are perfectly comfortable with their own thoughts. They think a lot. They daydream. They like to have problems to work on, puzzles to solve. But they can also get incredibly lonely if they don’t have anyone to share their discoveries with. They crave an authentic and sincere connection with ONE PERSON at a time.
Introverts are perfectly comfortable with their own thoughts. They think a lot. They daydream. They like to have problems to work on, puzzles to solve. But they can also get incredibly lonely if they don’t have anyone to share their discoveries with. They crave an authentic and sincere connection with ONE PERSON at a time.
Myth #7 – Introverts are weird.
Introverts are often individualists. They don’t follow the crowd. They’d prefer to be valued for their novel ways of living. They think for themselves and because of that, they often challenge the norm. They don’t make most decisions based on what is popular or trendy.
Introverts are often individualists. They don’t follow the crowd. They’d prefer to be valued for their novel ways of living. They think for themselves and because of that, they often challenge the norm. They don’t make most decisions based on what is popular or trendy.
Myth #8 – Introverts are aloof nerds.
Introverts are people who primarily look inward, paying close attention to their thoughts and emotions. It’s not that they are incapable of paying attention to what is going on around them, it’s just that their inner world is much more stimulating and rewarding to them.
Introverts are people who primarily look inward, paying close attention to their thoughts and emotions. It’s not that they are incapable of paying attention to what is going on around them, it’s just that their inner world is much more stimulating and rewarding to them.
Myth #9 – Introverts don’t know how to relax and have fun.
Introverts typically relax at home or in nature, not in busy public places. Introverts are not thrill seekers and adrenaline junkies. If there is too much talking and noise going on, they shut down. Their brains are too sensitive to the neurotransmitter called Dopamine. Introverts and Extroverts have different dominant neuro-pathways. Just look it up.
Introverts typically relax at home or in nature, not in busy public places. Introverts are not thrill seekers and adrenaline junkies. If there is too much talking and noise going on, they shut down. Their brains are too sensitive to the neurotransmitter called Dopamine. Introverts and Extroverts have different dominant neuro-pathways. Just look it up.
Myth #10 – Introverts can fix themselves and become Extroverts.
A world without Introverts would be a world with few scientists, musicians, artists, poets, filmmakers, doctors, mathematicians, writers, and philosophers. That being said, there are still plenty of techniques an Extrovert can learn in order to interact with Introverts. (Yes, I reversed these two terms on purpose to show you how biased our society is.) Introverts cannot “fix themselves” and deserve respect for their natural temperament and contributions to the human race. In fact, one study (Silverman, 1986) showed that the percentage of Introverts increases with IQ.
A world without Introverts would be a world with few scientists, musicians, artists, poets, filmmakers, doctors, mathematicians, writers, and philosophers. That being said, there are still plenty of techniques an Extrovert can learn in order to interact with Introverts. (Yes, I reversed these two terms on purpose to show you how biased our society is.) Introverts cannot “fix themselves” and deserve respect for their natural temperament and contributions to the human race. In fact, one study (Silverman, 1986) showed that the percentage of Introverts increases with IQ.
I... ah, every single one of these applies to me.
The Heck!?
A happy meal? That was one of the most insulting things I have ever...
I AM 13 FOR CRYING OUT LOUD! I AM NOT SOME 3 YEAR OLD WHO EATS HAPPY MEALS!
I AM 13 FOR CRYING OUT LOUD! I AM NOT SOME 3 YEAR OLD WHO EATS HAPPY MEALS!
A whole lot cleaner
My house will be about 80% cleaner by the time my grandparents leave.
...Why the heck am I writing here? There's a (3 minutes old) reply on the portal roleplay!
Okay, anyway, they're being confused as to why we don't own a rake. We don't rake, we let nature (and the lawnmower) do it for us. The leaves that we leave on the ground return the nutrients to the earth when they decompose. We don't like to disrupt the cycle.
Saves a lot of manual labor too. We don't have to slave over the lawn with a rake.
...Why the heck am I writing here? There's a (3 minutes old) reply on the portal roleplay!
Okay, anyway, they're being confused as to why we don't own a rake. We don't rake, we let nature (and the lawnmower) do it for us. The leaves that we leave on the ground return the nutrients to the earth when they decompose. We don't like to disrupt the cycle.
Saves a lot of manual labor too. We don't have to slave over the lawn with a rake.
Thursday, May 3, 2012
Sixth sense; intuition
I quite frankly don't know why I haven't mentioned this before.
No, that was a lie. I don't want to be branded a weirdo.
But I'm not going to hide behind a mask, and definitely not going to pretend to be someone I'm not.
If you don't like my beliefs, then frig off.
--
I'm a rather spiritual person, believing in the general idea of the stuff in the Conversations With God books, and the Law of Attraction, and definitely The Secret.
The Secret if the most prominent of the above three things I just mentioned. Used the right way, it's wonderful. I've managed to manifest myself a crayon maker, a Gameboy Advanced, a copy of Pokemon Leafgreen, one of those little toy ovens, a CAT (seriously, I got myself a cat with this), and many other things I can't remember as of now.
Oh, yeah, I manifested myself a broken wrist once.
My friends used to come to my house to fetch me for a day full of playing outside every day, and I began to grow irritated even though I loved it. I was annoyed that they thought I was always ready to play with them, and wished that I could somehow show them that I wasn't their little tool for amusement. (I don't care now, actually. I LIKED IT, TO MAKE THINGS CLEAR!) So I got the idea that having a broken arm when they came to the door would show them.
About maybe a week later, I ran into a basketball net with my bike and broke my wrist. MY WISH WAS FULFILLED, THANK YOU, UNIVERSE!
That was years ago. I've learned better by now. :/
And... oh, this stuff is so hard to explain. You really have to live it to understand it.
I've also learned to trust my intuition. Lets give an easily understandable example here...
Minecraft. In Minecraft, when I'm looking for an npc village or a swamp, I'll sometimes get a feeling in my gut, a kind of excitement. And always shortly after I felt it, I would come across either an npc village or a swamp.
Other times in different situations outside of Minecraft, it's less noticeable. I think.
By "I think" I mean I don't really remember that well.
So, I've been roleplaying and such, and not checking it for hours at a time. I just checked it after not checking it for a few hours filled with staring a tumblrs. And guess what? There was a reply there, nice and fresh. It was 2 minutes old.
I've gotten to them when they're less than a minute old. It's kind of strange how quickly it kicks in.
I've also asked (prayed, some might call it?) for rain before, and IT RAINED. I got computer time only when it rained, and then in the winter; snowed. It rained/snowed for pretty much a full summer and winter. Might have been a full year.
I REGRET NOTHING
I've also talked to one of my cats (the one I manifested) and had her understand me. I was apologizing once for picking her up a lot when she was complaining about it because she hadn't been purring when I came to snuggle her for a few days, so I had been worrying she had gotten upset.
Right after I finished saying "I'm sorry" she started purring, and I got a strong sense that she had understood me.
She lives in a barn now. I miss her, but I know she's probably happy being outside all the time and all that stuff. She loves it outside. And when we went and visited her, she noticed us and started meowing and meowing at us, so she missed us too. :)
--
As I finish typing this, I'm worried people will look at this and brand be crazy, or stupid, or a something else equally insulting because of what I wrote.
But I don't want to hide behind a false me, spiritually. I know this is the internet, where I do hide behind a username, but that's for my own safety.
Hey, maybe I might even find a few people who believe the same things I do this way?
(I will probably spam post after this to push it off the front page. Ah, who cares.)
No, that was a lie. I don't want to be branded a weirdo.
But I'm not going to hide behind a mask, and definitely not going to pretend to be someone I'm not.
If you don't like my beliefs, then frig off.
--
I'm a rather spiritual person, believing in the general idea of the stuff in the Conversations With God books, and the Law of Attraction, and definitely The Secret.
The Secret if the most prominent of the above three things I just mentioned. Used the right way, it's wonderful. I've managed to manifest myself a crayon maker, a Gameboy Advanced, a copy of Pokemon Leafgreen, one of those little toy ovens, a CAT (seriously, I got myself a cat with this), and many other things I can't remember as of now.
Oh, yeah, I manifested myself a broken wrist once.
My friends used to come to my house to fetch me for a day full of playing outside every day, and I began to grow irritated even though I loved it. I was annoyed that they thought I was always ready to play with them, and wished that I could somehow show them that I wasn't their little tool for amusement. (I don't care now, actually. I LIKED IT, TO MAKE THINGS CLEAR!) So I got the idea that having a broken arm when they came to the door would show them.
About maybe a week later, I ran into a basketball net with my bike and broke my wrist. MY WISH WAS FULFILLED, THANK YOU, UNIVERSE!
That was years ago. I've learned better by now. :/
And... oh, this stuff is so hard to explain. You really have to live it to understand it.
I've also learned to trust my intuition. Lets give an easily understandable example here...
Minecraft. In Minecraft, when I'm looking for an npc village or a swamp, I'll sometimes get a feeling in my gut, a kind of excitement. And always shortly after I felt it, I would come across either an npc village or a swamp.
Other times in different situations outside of Minecraft, it's less noticeable. I think.
By "I think" I mean I don't really remember that well.
So, I've been roleplaying and such, and not checking it for hours at a time. I just checked it after not checking it for a few hours filled with staring a tumblrs. And guess what? There was a reply there, nice and fresh. It was 2 minutes old.
I've gotten to them when they're less than a minute old. It's kind of strange how quickly it kicks in.
I've also asked (prayed, some might call it?) for rain before, and IT RAINED. I got computer time only when it rained, and then in the winter; snowed. It rained/snowed for pretty much a full summer and winter. Might have been a full year.
I REGRET NOTHING
I've also talked to one of my cats (the one I manifested) and had her understand me. I was apologizing once for picking her up a lot when she was complaining about it because she hadn't been purring when I came to snuggle her for a few days, so I had been worrying she had gotten upset.
Right after I finished saying "I'm sorry" she started purring, and I got a strong sense that she had understood me.
She lives in a barn now. I miss her, but I know she's probably happy being outside all the time and all that stuff. She loves it outside. And when we went and visited her, she noticed us and started meowing and meowing at us, so she missed us too. :)
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As I finish typing this, I'm worried people will look at this and brand be crazy, or stupid, or a something else equally insulting because of what I wrote.
But I don't want to hide behind a false me, spiritually. I know this is the internet, where I do hide behind a username, but that's for my own safety.
Hey, maybe I might even find a few people who believe the same things I do this way?
(I will probably spam post after this to push it off the front page. Ah, who cares.)
Glowstones
This is just epic... I mean, wow. Seriously. I want a house with a big gravel driveway and put these in it.
Click here for glow.
I'm actually half posting this here so I can close the tab. I have 13 tabs open right now.
13...
I'm starting to get a bit superstitious about the number 13. I know it's a little ridiculous, but I'm 13 years old and so far this has been the unluckiest year of my life.
For reasons.
No, I don't want to talk about it.
Click here for glow.
I'm actually half posting this here so I can close the tab. I have 13 tabs open right now.
13...
I'm starting to get a bit superstitious about the number 13. I know it's a little ridiculous, but I'm 13 years old and so far this has been the unluckiest year of my life.
For reasons.
No, I don't want to talk about it.
Volpin Props: Portal Gun
Volpin Props: Portal Gun: So, one day I decided to make a Portal gun. It turns out the internet really likes Portal, and also really likes my gun. UPDATE: I ...
<3
If only I had the patience to do this.
If I bug my dad enough, maybe he'll help me maybe I really hope so I want this so bad
<3
If only I had the patience to do this.
If I bug my dad enough, maybe he'll help me maybe I really hope so I want this so bad
Wednesday, May 2, 2012
Um lol
In Arathi Basin in WoW I just got backstabbed by a horde rogue, and then an Ally rogue who was around came and backstabbed him.
Luls!
Luls!
Oh, that reminds me...
I was going to show you people some pictures of my pets. One moment while I fetch my camera...
This is my cat Gem, playing with my camera strap.
Petting my little mush bucket <3
I managed to grab her paw for this picture. Sometimes she hates me doing this, sometimes she doesn't care.
This thing is a little blob of furry adorableness. Everything she does is cute. The pictures do her no justice.
"What the heck is this!?" My camera case, silly. <3 (That's not my hand, that's my bother's.)
My dog, Sophie. She is afraid of pretty much everything that looks like a box. But she loved this air mattress for some reason. Also loves our little pop-up tent trailer. We think she went camping before we got her.
This is Diva. Uh, definitely not photogenic. She's 14 years old. Always one older than me. She slept in my crib with me when I was a baby, apparently.
Grandparents are visiting
Well, my grandparents are staying with me for a couple of days, so that means I won't be able to draw anything unless I want someone looking over my shoulder and insisting I finish it while they watch.
I don't draw while people are shoving their noses into my business!
All I know is that the next few days are going to be... interesting.
Maybe I can get my tablet out and draw that way.
I don't draw while people are shoving their noses into my business!
All I know is that the next few days are going to be... interesting.
Maybe I can get my tablet out and draw that way.
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